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[08 Dec 2005|07:06pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

no wonder i stopped using this journal. i have no friends on it and no one will add me. whatever. my skins at its worst right now. and my mom stopped getting my pills for it. it just wont go away either :( ill never get a job with this anxiety bullshit. i dont even want to leave my fucking house. i wish i NEVER EVER tried going on birthcontrol. i wouldnt be in this mess if i didnt. why do i always seem to do the WRONG things in my life?

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[06 Dec 2005|01:55am]
[ mood | freezing ]

rawr. i need friends on this shit.

add me assholes

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[04 Dec 2005|12:31pm]
[ mood | confused ]

my boyfriend is such an asshole. he is so inconsiderate of others. all he thinks about is himself. he and his friends played poker last night from 1130 to about 4am this morning. so i go to bed aftre cleaning up all his dishes and shit and its not even my house. anyway i go to bed around 2am and he gets upset that i came to bed. are you kidding me? im sorry if i dont feel like sitting there for whatevre hours watching you slam down beers and play poker. hello boring and i think every girl can agree with me. so he comes up at 4 to go to sleep and asks me why i came up to sleep. when people are tired, they usually go to BED. moron. we constantly fight;we dont get along anymore. i feel so weird around him. the other night he even told me he thinks we should break up but he doesnt want to. does that make any sense? im sick of having to walk on eggshells around him. and im tired of having to ALWAYS watch what i say or "i might piss him off" thats bullshit if you ask me. his temper and anger issues..i cant deal

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[02 Dec 2005|06:08pm]
[ mood | good ]

1.How tall are you?
5'3

2. Do you own a gun?
no but but i like things with guns on them.

3. Rehab?
never been there

4. Have you ever killed an animal?
hell no.

5. Are you Irish?
yes i am

6. What do you think of hot dogs?
eh

7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
o holy night or silent night

8. What is your favorite smell?
candles, my perfumes, boys cologne, burning leaves/wood, rain, the smell of winter

9. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
orange juice or water

10. Do you do push-ups?
lol no

11. Have you ever done ecstasy?
yeah

12. Have you been shot?
lol oh yeah

13. Have you ever been hospitalized?
not really. once i had to get stitches thats about it

14. Do you like painkillers?
i dont do them

15. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite/same sex?
nothing? i am who i am and if they dont like it tough shit

16. Do you own a knife?
my dad has some. besides kitchens knives

17. Do you have A.D.D?
ha no

18. Do you love the pain a tattoo brings
idk what a tattoo feels like

19.Name Five Drinks You Regularly Drink:
water, diet sprite, juice, liquor, other soda

20. What's In Your CD Player?
HIM mix, thrice and i think another burned cd

21. What's Under Your Bed?
a monster =O

22. Current Hair?
down, straight/wavy and i made it big

23. What are you wearing?
HUGE sweatpants and a pink baby tee

24. Current Worry?
money for christmas presents... ughh

24. Current love?
anthony

26. Current Hate?
drama, having no money

27. Favorite Place To Be?
beach, and anywhere with him

28. Least Favorite Place To Be?
home only bc im here ALL day long.

29. Can you play an Instrument?
clarinet LOL and flute too but i cant read the notes anymore

30. Favorite Color?
pink, bright green and orange

31. Person(s) From Your Past You Wish You Could be with Right Now?
not sure

32. Where Would You Like To Go?
new york

33. Where Do you want to live?
NY or chicago suburbs

34. Favorite food?
salad, anyyything chicken, cheese fries, ravioli's, shrimp+pasta

35. Color of most clothes you own?
I have alot of dif. colors

36. Number of pillows you sleep with?
3. my pillows rule. i got 2 carebear ones and a spongebob..beat that

37. What do you wear when you go to sleep?
jamma bottoms and a shirt...summer undies and a top

38. What were you doing 12:00 A.M. last night?
blahhhhhh

39. What do you think you'll be doing in 10 years?
i have no idea

41. First piercing/tattoo?
no tatts....first actual piercing was my navel

42. Last person you yelled at?
anthony probably

43. Latest crush?
its not a crush...

44. Last thing you ate?
pizza

45. If you could be a pirate, would you?
probably

46. Do you have an iPod?
me?? yeah ok. im too poor

47. When and why did you last vomit?
last friday. its not even that i drank too much i drank it too fast. and i only threw up a little tiny bit and i made myself

48. What's in your pockets right now?
lint

49. What color are your bedroom walls?
black, lavander and gold splatter

50. Last thing that made you laugh?
steve made me laugh. cuz his icon is a dancing banana and he said its peanut butter and jelly time

51. Any pets now?
yes.. a cat and dog

52. Innie or an outty?
in

53. Do you have any piercings?
7 in ears, navel, nose and tung

54. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
pink or green

55. Have you ever won any awards?
from back in the day

56.How many TV's do you have in your house?
like 5

57. Have you ever sprained/broken/fractured a bone?
ribs

59. If you could pick one person to make out with who would it be?
ryan reynolds...lol <- agreed

60. What do you think of the person who posted this before you?
shes awesome :)

What are your initials-
lmp

Ever been given a ring
no

Longest Relationship- 8 months

Last gift you gave-bday presents to anthony

Last gift received-stripper heels that ant got me

How many times have you dropped your cell? tons

Last sport played?
i have no idea

Where do you live?
ridley

High school you attend?
ridley high

Cell phone service provider?
cingular

Favorite mall store?
demo, pac sun, aero, charlotte russe, victorias secret, etc

Longest Job held?
pathmark from january to june

Do you prank call people?
if im drunk

Last wedding attended?
my cousin kevins. back when i was in 9th grade

First friend you call if you won the lottery?
my mom+dad

Last time you attended church?
the ONLY time ive ever attended church was with angela

Favorite Lake?
ew

How many Harry Potters book you've read?
1

Age of first kiss?
real kiss, 14

Favorite fast food restaurant?
olive garden, bertuccis

Biggest lie you've heard -
im not getting into that...

Where do you work?
no where

has a boy/girl ever given you flowers?
yeah

whats your favorite flowers?
daisys, roses

Can you cook?
some

What kinda car you drive?
lol

Worst kisser?
ugh. theres been a few

Most hated food?
spinich, onions, whatever else i cant think

Thing you hate most about yourself?
i have too much anxiety and i rely on other ppl too much

Have a secret you can't tell?
yep

Condom brand?
how random was this question

Can you sing?
not really but i do neway

Last concert attended?
hatebreed last year.

Last movie rented?
not sure

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im back you cocks [02 Dec 2005|04:27pm]
[ mood | happy ]

im bringin this journal back to life. so ADD ME.
its friday. i hope to drink this evevning.
me and anthony are going to new york in a couple weeks. im so excited. i love NY.

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PUBLIC [05 Aug 2004|11:24pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | something from rocky 4 ]

some people are overly pathetic.
someones trying to ruin my life and it wont happen.
iming me and accusing me of shit i didnt do HAA please
dont make me laugh.your gonna call the cops? LOL PLEEEEEEASE GO RIGHT AHEAD.
stay out of my life and get your own :)

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